TYKim24: whatre u gonna do?
bboy81 uiuc: i donno
bboy81 uiuc: sit around and stare
TYKim24: go take ur girls out
bboy81 uiuc: i have non
bboy81 uiuc: noe
bboy81 uiuc: none
TYKim24: riiiight
TYKim24: see u cant even type a lie
bboy81 uiuc: i dont see any here
bboy81 uiuc: hahah
bboy81 uiuc: ewwww
bboy81 uiuc: your dead
TYKim24: invite some yujs over
bboy81 uiuc: there are nonne
TYKim24: not sharing
TYKim24: thats wac
look at eMi (click for bigger pic)! all bumble-bee-d up!!
thanks for the pic **MeLissa**
Thursday, October 24, 2002
i knew this already...
You Are A Romantic Kisser!
You'll only kiss if the mood is right and if you think you are falling in love.
Some may say you're old fashioned, but when you kiss, you see stars!
One kiss from you, and anyone will be hooked forever.
how do i explain CFC Revival 2002?
...well there's two more days and my only desire is that everyone would attend. even if it's for like 1 hour, it will be worth it.
there's so much about God that i think most people have misconceptions. i know it's because, well on my part, as a Christian i am unable to clearly explain what it all really means. my relationship with God is developing and probably always will be. how do i explain clearly who God is when i'm learning new things each moment? i just hope i can clearly explain my relationship to each person the way they need to hear it when they need to hear it.
i've been going to church since 3rd grade. i say i've committed my life to Christ since July 4, 1998, but what does that really mean? i've made so many mistakes since then; i've been unfaithful to so loving a God; my heart isnt repentant enough; where is the difference? to tell you the truth i've recently realized there isnt much difference between me and any worldly pagan. well, unless you count the Holy Spirit working in me to help acknowledge God's sacrifice for each one of us something.
God knows what's in the heart and if you're truely seeking Him, He will honor that. take searching for Him seriously and honestly. can you say honestly that seeking him for a couple months is seeking for him seriously? it took me 7 years from when i first heard of Him to realize i need to seek Him honestly. and it's been another 6 years for me to realize He's been honoring that since the day i was born.
freshman year FAR/PAR 1! (still on campus but not pictured; sunny, mike, suzy and daisy)
click for larger file sorry it's so dark...if you want an edited version ask me. otherwise i left it cuz you may have a better editing program than photoshop.
NuwdE: yo
bboy81 WORK: my manager and elise are here
bboy81 WORK: better behave
bboy81 WORK: hahah
NuwdE: heheheheheh
You Should Be On The Real World!
Okay drama queen or king. Just point at camera at you,
and you'll do your thing. You've got what it takes to rule
on the Real World, but just don't kill your roomates!
on a lighter note...lauren and i agree that this is so pretty! you have to click in the black box. hours of fun!
Monday, October 14, 2002
my visit home...well here's a pic!
Friday, October 11, 2002
bboy81 uiuc: fish has a lot of connotations
bboy81 uiuc: it's even Biblical
bboy81 uiuc: ; i
BeibeiQ: of course it is
BeibeiQ: i hate people who put Darwinism in the Jesus fish
BeibeiQ: makes me soooo mad
bboy81 uiuc: oh yeah
bboy81 uiuc: they arent very clever...
bboy81 uiuc: then again i've seen the jesus fish eating darwin
BeibeiQ: REALLY1!???!
BeibeiQ: I WANT THAT
bboy81 uiuc: random...
bboy81 uiuc: i just figure, i'm driving too fast for you to want to know i'm a Christian
bboy81 uiuc: cuz if i take you out, i'm going to heaven and you may not...
bboy81 uiuc: heheheh
i should make that my bumper sticker...
Wednesday, October 09, 2002
leigh ann came to UIUC to see us this Wednesday! ...yeah she came in the middle of the week and she's leaving thursday morning, but it's all about the effort right?
here we are contemplating at the end of summer break.
my friends are funny too~!
nan 1004: u are very photogenic... have ppl told u that?
GirlyBebe19: do i still look porn star ish?
nan 1004: uh huh... i told my friends about that
nan 1004: we were in bible study... and the question was....
nan 1004: "have u ever offended someone and later on did they forgive u?"
nan 1004: and i was like... "i have one...but i'm not sure if it's appropriate for bible study"
nan 1004: they were like..."we'll tell u if it is or not"
nan 1004: yeah..but they dont know u
nan 1004: they were like.."oooooh shooooot......oohhh shooooot"
nan 1004: they were laughing...
GirlyBebe19: what did you say?
nan 1004: they said "that was rough man"
nan 1004: "did u mean it?"
nan 1004: "did she really look like a p. star?"
GirlyBebe19: you've been watching too much porn, bad girl~
Auto response from bboy81 uiuc: i know how to study! you put your right foot in, you put your right foot out, you put your right foot in...and shake it all about!
Tuesday, October 08, 2002
i need to pray more. plus it's cold and i'm tired...
according to my conversation with mirhee, i have deducted that i'm a tool.
but at least i got a marriage proposal...(not from mirhee, she's our co-leader you weirdos!)
GirlyBebe19 (9:56:35 PM): will you marry me?
GirlyBebe19 (9:56:35 PM): kekeke
bboy81 uiuc (9:56:56 PM): maybe later
"what if...?" questions do matter because they dont get answered fully (or to your satisfaction) without much searching; this implicitly brings about more questions about the world around you, which in turn causes you to know and search a little more deeply about the world you live in and your place in it. and that's the bottom-line isnt it?
why would we search or question if we knew who we were and why we're here? there is one thing that is for sure. absolutely everyone's search, whether they know they're searching or not, brushes by God and it's our responsibility to recognize Him along the way and decide whether or not to acknowledge Him.
if you want stuff stored online let me know, i have 100MB of free internet space!!
check out pics on agibebe@asianavenue.com
from the profile of LiSseTte (eMi's spelling):
a real conversation at subway:
white or wheat?
wheat please.
white or wheat?....
i said wheat.
i said.. "we-outta-wheat"
Friday, October 04, 2002
i think i wanna drop BA 344. i'm too busy and it's not like a real educational class. it's like that consumer education class you too in JH or HS but it's for college students. i mean it is called buyer behavior...i'll be at 13 hours if i drop it. also i've not been having fun in my dance class. so if i drop that one too i'll be down to 12 hours and 10 hours of work. what do you think?
8/30/02 continued...
still thinking about education. had a real good talk with elise last night at perkins. i really wanna be used by God in my life and i think i will feel more fulfilled doing His works rather than my own. thinking and praying more about the future i can see myself in teaching more and more and i've been getting more confirmations...but how to go about doing this? elise told me about graduating and applying for a masters in teaching. while going for my masters i can get certified in elementary education. i've been thinking more about teaching junior high kids rather than little kids. it's a much tougher ministry and i will be faced with a lot more social and relational issues. i really need to pray more about it and find my calling. please help and keep me accountable in this.
God is so amazing. more and more i see His works and plans. i've been doing King's Club ministry, going on 3 weeks. it's so great. the kids are so cute and it's a blessing to see the impact this program has on them. i think every person, job and prayer is a huge part of it, especially prayer! it was supposed to rain yesterday (there's a tuesday and thursday program, i'm on the friday one), but instead God cleared up the sky and it was totally sunny and like 80 degrees. Praise God! it's supposed to rain today and i think God will hold it off so that these kids will have a program. there was 150+ kids at last weeks and this weeks should be more since it's at the school and there's the money jump today. i hope and pray for good weather and much blessings for these kids.
